In the past few days, weeks, months...

I haven't posted in a while. When I started up this blog, I intended to post on a regular basis for family and friends. I have obviously not been too keen to follow through with my intentions!

I have now come back to the college speech clinic for my second semester of clinical practicum. I *hope* to graduate in August of this year. I say that because I am always doubting my chances of succeeding. God has given me ability, but I find myself in doubt of that ability all the time. I just don't feel "good enough" to be helpful to others. It's an ongoing struggle, mostly when I'm focused on me. That's the problem right there. It's not ME, it's HIM. It's not my ability, my personality, my life...it's HIS. When Kristina gets on her own track, she always messes things up--royally.

I was reading through some metaphors today and came across one that fits nicely with my blog: "writing is thinking on paper". Or, in this case, thinking on an 8" Crystalbrite computer screen.

I dropped facebook a few weeks ago, and I intend to be facebook-less for the remainder of my days. There is a lot of good in facebook, but communicating without thinking is much easier to do now with the social networks of our internet world than it was before them. Well, at least doing so without the instant ramifications of face-to-face speaking-your-mind-without-thinking-it-over.

I absolute love what I'm doing and am reinforced all the time that speech therapy is right. It is my ministry. I've got a long way to go before I'm a polished therapist, but regardless, I am enjoying the ride. I'm still trying to learn to juggle all the new responsibilities, but the experience has been a blessing.

In less than a week I have learned SO MUCH!

On a side note to anyone who's been praying about a certain client who was giving me some trouble and almost made me cry--God is in control! The client was much different today and I feel that we made some progress, at least in building rapport, that may open the doors for me to aid in helping him.

I say aid in it because ultimately it is God who will make the difference. Maybe through my hands, but by His will.

I'm just so excited!

Local Strawberry Limeade Eases Stress

Local college student, Kristina, claims to have found the perfect combination of strawberries and limes to cure all emotional pain**.

“It’s a sweet-and-sour blend that provides many nutrients vital to survival, but also incorporates that feel-good sensation that helps to calm down the limbic system during emotional distress,” reports Dr. I.M. Smart, the neurologist on a team hired by the FDA to examine the truth to Kristina's claims.

Wow! Who knew that feeling better could taste so good! Even more exciting is the fact that Kristina has decided not to patent her recipe. Instead she intends to share it with everyone—free of charge.

“Just place six medium-sized frozen strawberries in a glass and pour Simply Made limeade over it. Let it set for about 5 minutes so the strawberries have time to defrost and mix with the juice. You can add a slice of lime or two for added flavor or as a beautiful garnish to your glass. Then it’s ready for your taste buds’ enjoyment!” Kristina shared on Friday.

**The feel-good effects of homemade strawberry limeade are only temporary and should not be utilized as a replacement for prayer and worship to the God who made the limbic system and the emotions connected with it. Chronic negativity may affect your physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being. In cases of stress and emotional pain lasting more than a short time, contact Jesus Christ directly for a lasting cure.

An Encouraging Future

I usually pretty muchdespise getting emails with FWD: in the subject box, but my grandmother sent me one today that just blessed my soul. I thought I'd share it:

Before long we end the year 2010, with all the problems the world is facing, it can be unsettling to the mind. Today, I will share with you ten predictions that are sure to come true next year!

Top 10 Predictions for 2011

1. The Bible will still have all the answers.

2. Prayer will still be the most powerful thing on Earth..

3. The Holy Spirit will still move.

4. God will still honor the praises of His people.

5. There will still be God-anointed preaching.

6. There will still be singing of praise to God.

7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people.

8. There will still be room at the Cross.

9. Jesus will still love you.

10.Jesus will still save the lost when they come to Him.

Isn't It Great To Remember Who Is Really In Control, and that "the word of the Lord endures forever" ?

Our lives have become so egocentric that we often forget to look past US and past the current problems WE are facing--to see that the King of Kings has control, even in a world that appears more chaotic with each new day. He is and always will be the sovereign power over all creation.

To God be the glory!